Moving too fast

"This weekend Ellisya pergi kursus kahwin. Dia kata nanti dorang nak tukar to one week."

"Ehhh mana boleh! Orang kerja la apa la. Takkan boleh buat punya la."

"Yeke? Betul juga. Tapi kata ada qiamullail semua.."

"Eh, tidur sana ke pulak?"

"Thats what they say la.. Better be safe than sorry."

"Jom?"

"Huh?"

"Jom la pergi kursus kahwin...."

"Umm. Ok. Jom?"

"Nanti search kat mana ok."

"Eh! Dia la search, kawan ramai dah kahwin."

"Ok, boleh."


And now.
I'm speechless.

Here in your arms

Yesterday.
I felt sick in the office. A came to pick me up. Thought he'd come with a car, instead he came with a motorbike. Parked it near Ampang Point, and drove my car home. Had a quick lunch at McD. I'm not gonna lie, but I felt good instantly. What is this la? Demam tipu tipu? No, I was really sick. Doctor said my temperature was 39c. Which was pretty high.... Anyways, it was sweet of him. Smitten all over again. (Ish!!!)

Later that night, he sent me this..

Erm...

So... I thought its about time he knows this..

Mind the clip, the lyrics...

"I felt inlove, inlove with you suddenly..."

Thought he didn't notice it. But boy, cepat pick up lah this guy. (I think I'm the only one who takes hint slow..) He asked me, 'I felt inlove, inlove with you suddenly?' I didn't reply though. 

Let it be.

Time will tell. 

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Sunshine gone

I'm confused.

I like A, a lot. Like a lot. The thing is.. He just got out from a 7 years relationship. 7 freaking years. Not just lah, they broke up like a year or two. But the situation is a bit like O and me. We didn't have a proper goodbye. Just no strings attached. But him on the other hand, the ex has 'moved on' to another guy.

Until...

She saw his comments on my instagram. She was furious. And he felt guilty.

Why.

Why do you have to rain on my parade?

Working Girl

I officially hate my job. I freaking hate it. But the only thing that keeps me going is I don't wanna be a quitter. I don't want my baby brother to see me as one. (Yet I've quit so many times before.. Well thats another story.)

So, lets see how far this goes.
Or I shall move on to Plan B this August.

Look on the bright side?
A came all the way from Shah Alam (may I add after work?) to have breakfast with me. Sigh what did I ever do to deserve a sweet guy like this?

Till then,
I. Hate. My. Job.
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Betwixt

So...

I started my first day at work. It was....... Horrible. Let me spill the deeds into points:

• Washroom- Shared. Yes, shared into one are divided into 2 spaces. So, you can powder in the washroom basically because a guy might come out of the washroom and it'd be all awkward.
• Surau- SHARED. Yes, I repeat SHARED. Only one surau. And how do you alert the gents if you're inside? By putting your girly girly shoe outside. So, what if a girl is wearing a boyish kinda shoe? Wise word of my trainer... Nasib lah! 
• No overtime pay (OT) or anything for me. And I might have to work during the weekends for certain occasion. 
• 6 freaking months of probation.
• 6 freaking months of probation with NO LEAVE. Only UNPAID leave.
• Insurance? Only for staff. No applicable for spouse, children. 
• Maternity leave only for the first five kids. ---- told A this, he said are you planning to have 11 kids? No, but I don't think its fair for some people. Anak kan rezeki... ;)
• You have to wear make up to work errrrrrrday! (Everyday)
• "Kalau you tak pakai lipstick, I tonyoh marker pen dekat bibir you!", Trainer. What. The. Hell. I feel like I'm in school again!
• We had to put our hands on the desk so she could check our nails. IS THIS EVEN NORMAL?!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay thats all. I hate this place. *repeat with me*

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Unemployed No More

By the time you're reading this (as if I have readers?), I am starting my first day at work. Eeeks! My first real job!!! How exciting. And nerve wrecking at the same time! I'll be working somewhere in Ampang- still in the retail department. Because firm sucks. Hahah.

Guys,

You're now talking to PANDORA Malaysia's Visual Merchandiser Executive.

*ehems*

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