I kinda expect that I'd neglect this blog. I mean.... Not that I have anything better to do. But everytime when I get the idea on what to blog or whatnot, it will always be in the shower or while I'm driving (especially when you're stuck in traffic... Which is errrrday!) or when I'm having lunch/dinner with my friends; they don't know this but sometimes my mind wanders off to another place. Heheh.
But here I am again. Cececeh.
You see, a few months back
I think I am obsessed with Jules.
Sometimes it scares me how obsessed I am with him. You know, I don't tell people this.. But sometimes when I'm at the office doing work out of a sudden I miss Jules and which I could just go home immediately. *I see judging faces there!*
Or when our office announce that we can go home 30 mins early I had this huge dream that I could go home and jog a few rounds. (I'm getting married, must keep fit. Hello?) Which obviously didn't happen. Why? Because whenever I get home from work Jules would greet me at the door and manja manja. Then I'd feel bad leaving him alone the whole day. I'd end up spending my whole evening (night too!) with him.
Or when that one time, I'd talk about Jules to all of my colleague. Until they shush me down. (Raymond je.) Hahah.
Or when A told me he could babysit Jules during raya haji and I declined because I want to sent him to his pet hostel so he could have his playdate with other cats.
Now as I'm typing this I realize how ridiculous I sound.
Sigh.
I need help don't I?
Help?
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