Sunshine gone

I'm confused.

I like A, a lot. Like a lot. The thing is.. He just got out from a 7 years relationship. 7 freaking years. Not just lah, they broke up like a year or two. But the situation is a bit like O and me. We didn't have a proper goodbye. Just no strings attached. But him on the other hand, the ex has 'moved on' to another guy.

Until...

She saw his comments on my instagram. She was furious. And he felt guilty.

Why.

Why do you have to rain on my parade?

Working Girl

I officially hate my job. I freaking hate it. But the only thing that keeps me going is I don't wanna be a quitter. I don't want my baby brother to see me as one. (Yet I've quit so many times before.. Well thats another story.)

So, lets see how far this goes.
Or I shall move on to Plan B this August.

Look on the bright side?
A came all the way from Shah Alam (may I add after work?) to have breakfast with me. Sigh what did I ever do to deserve a sweet guy like this?

Till then,
I. Hate. My. Job.
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Betwixt

So...

I started my first day at work. It was....... Horrible. Let me spill the deeds into points:

• Washroom- Shared. Yes, shared into one are divided into 2 spaces. So, you can powder in the washroom basically because a guy might come out of the washroom and it'd be all awkward.
• Surau- SHARED. Yes, I repeat SHARED. Only one surau. And how do you alert the gents if you're inside? By putting your girly girly shoe outside. So, what if a girl is wearing a boyish kinda shoe? Wise word of my trainer... Nasib lah! 
• No overtime pay (OT) or anything for me. And I might have to work during the weekends for certain occasion. 
• 6 freaking months of probation.
• 6 freaking months of probation with NO LEAVE. Only UNPAID leave.
• Insurance? Only for staff. No applicable for spouse, children. 
• Maternity leave only for the first five kids. ---- told A this, he said are you planning to have 11 kids? No, but I don't think its fair for some people. Anak kan rezeki... ;)
• You have to wear make up to work errrrrrrday! (Everyday)
• "Kalau you tak pakai lipstick, I tonyoh marker pen dekat bibir you!", Trainer. What. The. Hell. I feel like I'm in school again!
• We had to put our hands on the desk so she could check our nails. IS THIS EVEN NORMAL?!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay thats all. I hate this place. *repeat with me*

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Unemployed No More

By the time you're reading this (as if I have readers?), I am starting my first day at work. Eeeks! My first real job!!! How exciting. And nerve wrecking at the same time! I'll be working somewhere in Ampang- still in the retail department. Because firm sucks. Hahah.

Guys,

You're now talking to PANDORA Malaysia's Visual Merchandiser Executive.

*ehems*

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Secrets Out

Almost 3 weeks (or so) this little affair has been going on. Nobody knew. (Except for my best pals. Duh! I can never keep any secrets from them!) As for our mutual friends... Nope. Nobody knew. Until he received a text messages yesterday afternoon......

"Ooooooooh kau sekarang dengan Belle eh!! Dah habis ah, semua orang aku dah kecohkan."

He was so freaking nervous. He even trembled. But acted cool.

"Ye ah, memang la aku dengan Belle ni dekat Paradigm. Kenapa?"

"Cinta kenangan silam."

He showed me the text above. We both bursted out laughing. Makes sense.. Afterall we were each other's first puppy love anyway. Teheee :)

On the other hand, things are moving way too fast. (I think..) Met his sister's family yesterday. Even hung out with them for a while. His niece....... Adorbs!! I want one of those little smiley baby tooooo!

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Ps: I am very much still single. Mingling around wont hurt, no?

Smitten

"I'll spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you."

Yesterday, today, tomorrow..

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Confession

I think..... I like you, A.
I really, really do.