#7 Amor

Funny how you can fall in love unexpectedly.. This is for you, whoever you are. :)

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#6 Porqué

Sometimes, I look back at old photo's and asked myself;

What went wrong?

With what, you ask? With everything. My life is basically all messed up right now. Trying to not make a big fuss about it, because there's nothing much that I can do. Redha je lah, bak kata Ray. I'm sure everything will be okay in the end. If its not okay, its not the end. *Trying to be positive*

Erm.

Turning 23 soon. 22 isn't kind enough to me from the beginning until the end. What have I achieve? Nothing, still nothing. Still the same old thing from the past 5 years. Been the same person, did the same thing, with the same people- said goodbye to some and welcome some new ones on board. Heheh.

I'm just trying not be depress, and find happiness in little things I can find to entertain myself.

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#5 Béni

Mom just found out about it. She's not happy. In fact she cried- on behalf of me. Honestly, I didn't shed a single tear this time. Maybe it has come to the extend that I am numb about it. I'm trying to avoid having some alone time with her, I don't feel like discussing this matter with her. I'm not ready, I suppose. Well, how did she know you ask? Obviously from my big mouth brother!

Whatever it is,

I am in a better place right now. Happy with what I have, blessed with the ones who stayed with me for better or for worst. Alhamdulillah..

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#4 Betrayed

I chocked a little when someone said this to me..

"I feel sorry for you, B. You always get lied and cheated on, yet you never learn your lesson. Instead you repeat your mistakes over and over again. Tell me how long do you want to live this way?"

Guess he's right. I always see the good things in people. No, scratch that. I'm just plain dumb, ignorant. Sobs. I'll never learn..

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#3 Twitterverse

Oh no, my mind can only think up to 140 characters nowadays! Mr Mayer was absolutely right.

Help?

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#2 Okeanos

I miss this.
I wanna swim with the fishes, walk by the beach listening to the sound of the ocean, or just sit by the beach and enjoy the scenery oh not forgetting people watching. Sigh. Soon baby, soon...

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#1 Salutation

I'm back. I just feel like writing again.
Not sure how long this will last.. Long enough I hope.
140 characters aren't enough!

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