#16

After walking more than 500 meters WITH heels, all I need was a thirst quencher. Spotted a cute little café by the roadside... Thought to myself, wow just nice a table left just for us to sit. Steps into the café, walks to the table which is placed right infront of the entrance. Suddenly I heard a voice..

"Excuse me... ____ Sorry."

Mind the missing words, because I can't seem to hear. So I answered..

"Table for 4 please."

To which I was kinda shock to hear her respond..

"Full! Full!!"

But still, because I was really fond of the café I pointed her empty table. She then said,

"Full!!!!"

While waving her hand as if she was shooing us. I was shocked. Beyond shock to be honest. I sense racism. These thing still exist in the year 2012.

Civilize country? Long long way to go!

Goodbye Amelie Café. You've just lost one potential customer. :)

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#15 Au Revoir

I've waved goodbye to you, but you wouldn't let me go. You told me, you wanna patch things up again. You lead the way but somehow our feelings are not mutual. How I felt back then was different from what I feel right now..

The feeling is gone.
I no longer look forward.

So, I waved goodbye to you for the second time around.
And I hope this time, its the last time.

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#14

Busy body everywhere. Just scattered everywhere. Asking you how you're doing, giving you silly advices, and then gone. No where to be seen or heard.

Question is.
Why do you have to pretend like you care when you don't even give a shit about it? Just my your own freaking little business. And I'll do the same.

Thanks.
x

#13 Comeback

I've been absent. I feel overly exposed. I feel naked at times. I have strangers coming up to me, act as if they know me. Truth is, they actually do. Based on my blog, tweets. And what I'm uncomfortable about is, I have no freaking idea who they are.

I wanna disappear.
From everything- social networks, phone, texts.

I wanna run away.
Far far away in a place where nobody knows me. Where I don't need to trust anyone.

And then I started to think..
I can never live without my loved ones.

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#12 Differences

"I feel like having pasta.."

"Pergi lah dengan kawan you."

"Okay."

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"I nak pepperoni pizza."

"I tak makan cheese."

"Semua pizza ada cheese!"

"Tapi I nak yang chicken.."

"Okay."

Hmmmm. 

#11

I have questions lingering on my mind..

We chatted on my birthday night, updated each other with recent stories about ourselves, exchange news. You asked for the latest picture of me, because apparently you said you haven't seen me for a while, to me it reads as you missed me, no?

This went on for about 2 days.
..and then you went missing in action.

Honestly, I'm confused.
Were you trying to make me happy because it was my birthday?
Or. Do you do this to every girls you know?
Or, a more logic answer besides these two please?

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p.s: 11^th post, for things that happened on 11^th May.
p.p.s: 11 is my favorite number.

#10

Umm.
Deleted my last entry. Thought it sounded a little.. provocative? Sorry for any inconvenience it has caused. Maybe I shouldn't be writing...

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