#20 Summerlove

Summer..

You suddenly reached out for me. Made me head over heels with you all over again just when I thought I've forgotten about you. Texted me even though you were at work. Called me even though you're a million miles away. Stayed up all night just to watch me. Butterflies in my tummy everytime I get a text from you. My heart even skipped a beat when I heard your voice after 6 months. Oh the joy of being in love?

Just like the leaves in autumn color changed, you changed. You tried to make a distance. You said you weren't ready for a commitment, and you were trying to fix things up but you realize nothing can be fixed.

Its almost winter now. As things are getting a bit more chilly so are you. You said, you wanted me to stay away from your life. That you don't even love me anymore. Worst of all.. You called me a bitch. My mistake for pushing the provoking you. But..... Oh well.

Drove back home that night from the airport after the fight, somehow my GPS lead me the way to Mantin. The radio played your favorite song. It was raining, I could barely see the road.. How dramatic I thought to myself. But I'm glad I didn't even shed a tear. Not this time.

The reason why I'm writing all of this down, is to remind myself..
Never. Ever. Let anyone emotionally torture you.

The past is the past.
Don't ever repeat the same mistake. 

Yep, thats the story of my life.

x
ps: Your fav song.